Lyrics

And I could only wish
This was a fairytale
I’m too impaired to tell if it is
I’m going loco insane, would I be missed
If I was passed on
They’d only like me if I was gone
The curtains are drawn
My burdens are a long list that for days could go on
It’s getting long, let’s mow the lawn
But once the grass goes down, it always comes back taller
And all of it’s in your storage
And it haunts
At night the whispers taunt
Calling up, is this God?
I need help, I’m, I guess a fraud
And am I flawed
I try hard so I guess I’m a try hard
I’m drowning in my thoughts
I need a mental lifeguard
And I’m scarred
I discard my heart
Cause I know it’s never right at all
And I fall
And I crawl
I’m like Paul, but I’ve not evolved
Involved with all these awesome people I got
But I’m not
Included in those multitude, I’m one of few
Who know and knew what’s it like to be caught
Between these thoughts
I need God

This is my wish
I wanna tell you this
Just please come quietly and I won’t have to raise a fist
I know the old me’s missed
But these events caused me to break from him
More like an escape from this

And I could only wish
I was normal
Informal, I’m horrible
I know but I’m deep low
You could try to give me a hand, but you would end up in Mygeeto
Just breathe slow, it’ll be okay
Whether we both make it, or it’s just me, no, wait
I’m not a hero, I’m an evil villain with a free hope, limited to the time that we both spend in
Our evil minds
Either we both lie, or the people sight
Both of are demon lives
We’ve had a seat too long, and it’s time to
exorcize
From the east to the west, I can see with my eyes
That the people and I are really alike
And when the beat drops, the pressure spikes
And it seeps out my veins
Like I’m the bleeding the rain
And I leave it to drain
The heat is a negative nine
It’s freezing cold but I just need time
At least the water is knee high
I could drown all day
But I’ll just awake the following day
It’s the price you pay, when you’re called a new wave
Induced faith, I’m tryna keep stay
Please don’t speed away
Can't seem to convey all the decay through the sheet of this page
Unleashed from my cage
Why am I this way
Why am I deranged
God please detain me, I’m really not safe

I’ll just keep on bleeding
Why am I so freezing
Heat is what I’m need and I
And I’ll just keep on breathing
But a thought of me is treason
I wish I knew the reason why

This is my wish
I wanna tell you this
Just please come quietly and I won’t have to raise a fist
I know the old me’s missed
But these events caused me to break from him
More like an escape from this